Many people have asked the question how do I know what I'm supposed to be doing? I pray , I meditate , I read self help books but still nothing seems to work. What am I doing wrong ? Well the answer to that is nothing. No really , nothing is actually the answer. ,You see we get so caught up in the "process" of trying to find "ourselves" that we don't see the signs or feel them whatever the case may be. We pray and think that at only moment the answers will fall from the sky or a lightning bolt will strike us suddenly giving us all the answers. Or we read the latest self help book and follow all the steps and still we find ourselves feeling just as stuck as before . We meditate and visualize things they way we want them to be ,and still we find ourselves stuck. Until finally we throw our hands up and say "I give up ! " Its at that point that the real magic happens .  That's when we step out of the way and let something bigger take the lead. When we remove all of our "wants" from a situation and let loving divine energy take care our needs . We will soon see the signs everywhere . Synchronicity will exist a very real way . It is when we finally give up the fight and let things fall away ,and in some cases fall apart  that we  can experience true freedom .You see it's never about what we want, Its always about what we need, what our soul needs to feel alive . Because only when we are fulfilled at that deepest soul level can we are be truly free and at peace. When you are doing what your soul needs you will know it with out a doubt, You will feel more alive then you ever have , more energized and focused. Will there be moments of feeling down ? Yes, Will you have bad days ? Yes  That comes with being human , But they will be just that moments , days  not  the constant darkness that had been there before.  Don't limit yourself with the what ifs or the how is this going to make others feel mind chatter .  When you are following your path everything and everyone you need to support you will be there. Don't worry, something bigger then your mind and it's limiting beliefs  has got your back. Trust that live from it and let everything else go.Let go of what you want and open the door to what You need. I believe this quote by Howard Thurman sums it up nicely   

 Howard Thurman . Here's to Coming Alive , Expecting Miracles & Letting go ! Now go out there and shine that beautiful light that is you ! The world is waiting!

            As I write this I find myself in the mist of much change. As I believe many of you are as well. With change comes many things . Some are wonderful and others not so much  : ) . The one common thread I find that accompanies this change is a feeling of omg who am I? And what the bleep is happening to me ?  For many of us change does not come easily. We found ourselves in circumstances that have just became too unbearable to remain in. We found ourselves questioning everything and everyone around us. People  we thought we "knew" suddenly seem very unfamiliar . We find that we can no longer be in the same places or do the same things that had always bought some kind of relief or escape from the deep frustrations and unhappiness that so many of us have been feeling.Another very prominent feeling that accompanies this change is  feeling  the need to run away, escape , or  just leave. As you are going through all of this many of you will question your own sanity at times.  Saying to yourself ok  enough is enough somethings gotta give!! This is when we must take a leap of faith follow our intuition and let the process of change begin. Not the way we "think" it should but the way it is meant to.Believe that there is something greater then you , and know and trust that "it" knows what is best for you, even when you don't. Many things are in the process of change at this time in our universe , It is both a tumultuous and beautiful time .Don't let fear hold you back .Trust that you are part of the beauty to arise from the  chaos. The doors are open  its time to walk in to the next phase of your life . Even if you cant see them right now trust that they are there , believe your deserve to be happy ,let go of all your preconceived notions about yourself and the "world" around you . You are worth it ! You are needed  !  You are Loved!  Know that sometimes things get dark but at the other side of the darkness is something more beautiful then you could possibly image. Whats waiting  there  is you !